the hardest part about all of this is speaking out... 'cause then people say you're crazy, and that there is no such thing... yet, then again... what the bleep do you know? hehe I'm not crazy, and i am not imagining things, i felt what i felt, and i saw what i saw. You have to put yourself in a completely different mindset to even achieve this... or at least for me. Just go outside, take a deep breath, close your eyes and lay in the grass... feel it, look at it, closely, taste it.. appreciate it... you start to become a totally different person, and feel extremely different within minutes. I'ts oneness... with everything in this universe. Look we still can't even get past judging each other over how we look. Take a step out of that realm for a while.. this whole planet is acting silly.

Depends how you tell it!

If the truth can be told as to be understood, it will be believed!

Of coarse there are millions of people who say they saw this or they saw that, have I seen any of these things, like aliens, no. But I have seen how people can become so wraped up in things like religion that they not only start lieing to others but they also start lieing to themselves and believing it. These people are the fanatics, these are the kinds of people that are blowing themselves up in Isreal. These are the kinds of people that cause seperation and anger, because they cannot see that there mind is making this stuff up to make them feel better about themselves, to make life that much easier to live. By the way, I used to be a really hard core christian untill not long ago I finally realized God wasn't talking back. All I have seen is lies lies lies, everywhere, in the church and outside of the church, no one knows what the hell is going on and it is just a huge chaotic mess. For once I wish I could see truth, that one ray of hope. You guys may have seen aliens, I never have, but I find it hard to believe in them or just about anything when all everyone ever does is lie to each other over HUGE things like religion. I studied the bible for so long just to get a million people telling me that it's all lies or that it was re-written, or there are books missing, or there are crucial verses that were left out, all this stuff I can't even keep track of anymore. I so wanted to be a child of God and still do I just can't because I will never find the way when everyone is saying something different and I myself have no physical evidence that shows me which is correct. I prayed and prayed for God to show me a sign, just something, he never did, he's gone from me. So if you really seen something I'm sorry for thinking you are a lier but I hope I have explained the reasons behind why I find it so hard to believe anyone anymore.

it's okay, i totally understand where you are coming from.. i was once in your position.. and i went through everything you are going through.. but there is something else out there, and somehow it can feel love, truthfullness and honesty. It's not about scriptures, and it's not about what religion you believe in... it all resonates from how you treat people... it's all about the love you share, and the message you send. If you can realize and accept this, then you will realize that the churches today ARE wrong... are twisted, and HAVE hidden lots of things from the people. God will talk back.. but you need to know how to talk to him first.. and you have to believe in the right things, and you are doing just that, you've already seperated yourself from organized religion... that's a first step. Well don't take to much a liking to being compared to people blowing themselves up... as i would never do such a thing even if i thought a higher power instructed me to do so.... life is more important than anything in this universe... you only get one, then you're gone forever. A good mix of science and proper religion, with a touch of philosophy should lead you to the answers you wish to desire..., but don't give up hope man, the universe is BIIIG. go do a search on the hubble space telescope... this universe is huge and beautiful... mysterious and wonderful. anyway i gotta go.. i love you all, and thanks for sharing your thoughts :) it's nuice to get to know the people that i am talking to. just don't give up on a higher intelligence... it's out there.